I hate this time of year in Las Vegas. Sure, it’s not so blazing hot anymore and I can go outside without fear of bursting into flames. We’ve had some really cool temps and rain this past week, and the air is crisp and cool and – dare I say it – smells fresh instead of the usual dusty and stale. I’ve been sleeping with the window open a bit and cuddling under the blankets.
The other day, as I drove home, it was raining. It wasn’t a quickly passing thunderstorm that floods one block, as Vegas usually gets. This was a regular old rain, falling on most of the city. At a stoplight I closed my eyes for a second and I could see trees with colorful leaves, clapboard houses with fall decorations on their front porches, and I could almost smell the hot apple cider. But then I opened them again and saw idiot drivers, rows upon rows of lookalike stucco houses with their entrances hiding behind giant garage doors, and sagebrush blowing in the wind. What a letdown.
This is the time of year that is the absolute hardest to be away from New England. Autumn is my absolute favorite season. Things get cozy again after a hot, humid summer, kids go back to school and everyone’s still excited about it, and the holidays start coming up in rapid succession, giving us a lot to look forward to. And holidays, of course, mean family – a family that I am over 2500 miles away from, making it expensive and inconvenient to see them when I most want to.
Right now I’m sitting in front of my computer in my bland stucco house, enjoying the cool air, missing my family, the excitement of fall – my home. I keep thinking about where to go when I finally do move out of Vegas, and every year at this time I think about returning home. Maybe one day I finally will.









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