I can’t sleep (dammit) so here’s the music and cover art from my latest mix CD, which I found through a regular haunt of mine, AltDotLife (you’ll need to sign up if you want to read most of the forums there).

And now for the commentary. This will be included word for word with every disc I send out. And, to make things easy for all you music freaks like me out there, I’ve also linked to the albums on Amazon.com. You can also click on the iTunes link to the right to purchase the songs individually.
1. Bridge Over Troubled Water by Aretha Franklin
I first heard this version while watching the first season of Felicity. It’s a great song, and nothing against Simon and Garfunkel, but Aretha’s version just has so much more feeling than the original.
Felicity: Music From The Hit Television Series
2. Lonely Lola Cherry Cola Girl by Bic Runga
The first time I heard of Bic Runga was the first time I went to Lilith Fair. I didn’t get to see her perform because I was watching another singer on a different stage, but I did manage to get my free sampler CD (which, btw, is still one of my fave CDs). Listening to that CD, I heard her song and about halfway through it was like I had an epiphany. I went back to the beginning of the song, Sway, and listened to this singer whose voice was soft and strong and clear – in a word, perfect. Now if I could only get myself to New Zealand to get more of her music.
Desert Blue: Music From The Motion Picture Soundtrack
3. In My Own Eyes by Brandi Carlile
You’ll notice that this is not the first artist I have discovered through, of all places, Muzak. I heard one of her songs while working at a shoe store and was instantly smitten. I quickly went out and bought her album, and let me tell you, that song I heard on the Muzak is not the best offering on that disc. I like the mood of this song. It seems like the best time to listen to it is late at night.
Brandi Carlile
4. Troubled Mind by Catie Curtis
As an emotional person, I tend to pick songs because of the mood or feeling they have. I like the line “I’m tired of being strong.” I feel like that a lot, but despite the lyrics this song sounds hopeful rather than despondent.
Truth from Lies
5. Pour Some Sugar on Me by Emm Gryner
Yes, this is a cover of the Def Leppard song. Emm Gryner is another singer I discovered through Lilith Fair. I had once disc of hers, but the last time I was in Canada visiting a friend in Toronto, I saw her perform this song on the Canadian version of Letterman. The rest of my vacation was a hunt for this album, which I finally found on my 3rd trip to Sam the Record Man on Yonge Street on my last day there.
Girl Versions
6. Mr. T by Gramophone
Once, on a whim, I bought a CD that Amazon recommended to me called Undiscovered Gems. It was all chick music and all by artists I had never heard of. I play it a lot, because all the songs were instantly familiar to me, and that’s the musical equivalent of comfort food. This is one of those songs.
Undiscovered Gems
7. Good Day by Jewel
A chick music essential artist. My step dad will put up with me listening to just about anything but for some reason he has a deep hatred of Jewel. I love her, and have since Who Will Save Your Soul. I had to take a step back from her with 0304, but thank goodness she’s back to the Jewel that I love. I love the positive vibe of this song.
Goodbye Alice in Wonderland
8. Digging by Jonatha Brooke
Another one of my favorite artists. Ok, so I had to jump on this Vag*** Catalogues mix because vag*** music is totally the genre I listen to at least 90% of the time. And I’m drawn to songs that seem to be about searching for oneself, which this one is.
Steady Pull
9. Fighting for It All by Mindy Smith
She can be more country than pop, but I think it’s closer to a folk vibe. I love her voice, and I love the whole album. If you get it, check out the cover of Jolene that she does with Dolly Parton singing backup.
One Moment More
10. Something More by Outloud Dreamer
Another song chosen for its mood, and from the Undiscovered Gems CD. Even though this song isn’t that old, it reminds me a lot of my college years and all the time I spent with my roommate at her home on Cape Cod. To this day the Cape is one of my favorite places, and Kris is still one of my best friends.
Undiscovered Gems
11. Rain by Patty Griffin
I love Patty Griffin, from her simple folk sound of Living with Ghosts to her more produced, pop-influenced incarnations. But it always comes back to mood for me. This is a song that I feel the need to listen to when I’m down and need a good cry, but at the same time it makes me feel better. Come to think of it, I just might make a whole play list based on Rain songs.
1000 Kisses
12. You Said Something by PJ Harvey
PJ Harvey has been called a critic’s darling and indie darling. Her music can be a bit hard to swallow sometimes, so for the uninitiated, I recommend her disc Stories from the City, Stories from the Sea. It’s a great intro to her stuff. This song has such a feeling of longing in it.
Stories From The City, Stories From The Sea
13. I Wish I Was a Punk Rocker (With Flowers in My Hair) by Sandi Thom
I was listening to the MusicChoice adult alternative channel on my digital cable one day while doing housework and heard this song. I love it and thought it would be a perfect addition to this mix. Thank goodness I was home alone, because I don’t think anyone else would have understood when I said, “Oh, this would be a great song for my vag*** mix!”
I Wish I Was a Punk Rocker
14. Possession by Sarah McLachlan
I think this was the start of listening to Muzak for new music. I was not yet of legal drinking age, working in a supermarket, when this song came on. I had to find out more, but this was in the days before everyone turned to the internet for information, so I mentioned it to a co-worker. She told me who sang it and said that the rest of the album was really decent. I have since collected just about everything else by The Mother of Lilith Fair, but this album is still my favorite.
Fumbling Towards Ecstasy
15. Matter of Minutes by Shawn Colvin
This is a song that appeals to the constant desire in me to want to run away and hide. For some reason it’s always in my mix when I’m traveling – even if I’m just going back east to visit my family, I can pretend a bit that I’m running away and satisfying that wanderlust in me.
Whole New You
16. Going Home by Sophie Zelmani
Have I mentioned that Radio Paradise is another excellent source for new music? I do love this song. It sounds so hopeful and cheerful even though it’s a slower, reflective song.
Sing and Dance
17. A Sorta Fairytale by Tori Amos
Tori is another one of those singers that can be hard to swallow, if the comments on Radio Paradise are anything to go by. I do have most of her discs, but when Scarlet’s Walk came out, the mood of it just seemed to make sense to me.
Scarlet’s Walk
Cover Art
Yes, this is a picture of a real vag***. It was taken by Richard Young, owner of this adult website and this adult website. Rich is a good friend of mine, and when I told him about this project and that I wanted a picture of a vag***, he let me browse through his server for that perfect picture. I liked this one, so Rich used his mad PhotoShop skills to make it look not so pornographic, and the result has some of my favorite colors in it.
So there ya have it. I did have to edit a certain word, mostly to keep morons who are looking for certain things on search engines from flooding my site. I know you understand. And, as a disclaimer, if you are going to be offended by nekkid ladies, don’t click on the links to Rich’s websites.