Jan 19 2007
Black Hole
I was doing fine working my 2 nights here at security doing dispatch. Then a director went on vaction, and the other director in that room, well, let’s just say that desk has a revolving door on it. So I’m filling in here. I’m getting nowhere near enough rest, and there’s so much work to be done. I’m not a scheduler, or manager, or anything like that. I like clerical work. I’m a paper pusher. But I’m getting sucked in more and more here. Now, tonite, from one of the guards (one who is not usually a reliable source of information, I might add) says there are rumors that they want to make me a director. No way! This place is eating me alive and I’ve not even been here that long. I must get out!
I contacted my friend at the day job that’s been on/off/unsure, and she still wants me there, so she just needs to make sure that it’s still available because she thinks they may have hired someone else for her, but she would rather have me in there. The other job, the one for the company that Dispatch Guy works for, is being slow in its hiring process, so I don’t know how long that will take or if I can wait through the whole process. We shall see. I need to return to some sense of normalcy as far as my schedule goes, because doing this crazy hours thing all the time is killing me. If I have a regular schedule during the week where no one bothers me, then I can handle crazy hours on weekends only, part time until I get ahead with my bills.
Anyway, yeah, must get going because the black hole is calling.







Hang in there…getting 8 hours of sleep per night is overrated.